11:26 AM
idiotic last day of leadership camp...
all because mdm ong was talking, So I didnt greet sgts.
you wont too, will you?
is like someone is talking and then suddenly someone greet 'gd morning sgt!'
tt will be damn embarrassing.
then so I waited till lunch then I greet.
tt sgt go laugh at me.
I know I am darn idiotic to wait till lunch then greet you, kay?
especially when you are with the other group...
Aiya!!!
Amanda wanted me to revise with her.
too bad, I am going to tioman. (malaysia)
and why must miss lin give us a pile of maths homework??!!
her famous quote: 'a holiday isnt complete without maths homework :D
okay lah, quite true...
9:43 PM
one of our seniors- senior kelly,
she won the BEST CLASS CHAIRPERSON award!!!
and then my class was like *silence...what's it gonna do with me?*
then I was clapping like crazy.
Kimberly turned back and was like "are u okay?"
If it was senior jovina, I would have given her a standing ovation!
aiyo, tai kua zhang le...
only got 3 ppl in my class happy for her, excluding me.
one was priyanna, farah and amanda (kelly's no. one fan)
priyanna and farah was clapping like normal, amanda was like giggling away.
aiyo, must have a dramatic response ma!
like me, clap until like siao!
I was released early cause of the leadership camp.
went down for an early lunch.
thus I missed LSCEP!
YES!!! I missed LSCEP!!!
half the time i was playing with my computer instead of listening to her.
(she was teaching us flash.
in the end, the june holidays hw, I dunno how to do a single one of it.
okay lah, the camp.
quite fun. thought I would lose my voice
but I thought again.
Hmm...no matter how loud I scream or shout, I never ever ever lose my voice.
IT'S A MIRACLE!!!*BLEH*
then that nooriya scream like a strangled lady *no offence* beside my ears.
(ehh nooriya, if I become deaf, you help me pay the medical bills arh!)
anyway, I bump into lots of sgts and seniors.
a SERIOUSLY BAD *ahem..amendment..*SERIOUSLY REALLY LOUSY DAY!
first that sgt sherry
I was looking for lavanya when I turned my head and saw her talking to her friend.
she saw me. I saw her. CLEARLY.
then, she stare at me. I have no reaction. she walks off.
I shou dao ci ji lah.
Like I innocently turn my head and see her.
you will be surprised, won't you?
and then that NCC sgt house leader from my house.
SAME HOUSE YOU KNOW?! SAME HOUSE!!!
and then came that sgt major.
VICE-CAPTAIN OF KELLER HOUSE!!
how many sgts do you want me to greet?
then, got activities lah...
till snack time!!!
OMG! I sound childish.
saw..sory...heard someone greet gd afternoon senior.
turn my head to that direction.
saw senior jovina wearing her CLASS TEE!!!
I greet luh..then what???
oh ya, after dismissal, walked to bus stop with rachel.
saw senior chih-yin and shumei.
didn't dare to greet.
then suddenly senior jovina appeared again.
tt time i was making a phone call.
didnt see her.
but she actually waved at rachel!!!
RACHEL IS DAMN LUCKY~
waited till 5.36pm, then triple 1 bus came.
so I walked past the seniors amongst the crowd of students and greeted them.
oh ya and b4 that, senior sophy also came!
she was chionging for bus 132.
then halfway dropped her water bottle.
panicked and was like "uncle wait!"
pick up her water bottle and rushed up her bus.
HaHa!!! It was fun as well as stressful.
FUN that I was able to see seniors again.
STRESSFUL that I had to greet seniors.
If they read this crappy blog post
till here
it would be damn good cause they actually BOTHERED to read till here!!!
sory than I didnt greet some of you sometimes...
do you know I hate my life?
9:20 PM
Carried that damn plastic bag full of part tees to school.
I must have looked like an idiot!
The plastic bag can alrdy be bigger than my whole body!( jkjk!)
All because I had to collect part tees at grafitti express yesterday.
then I had to drag farah along with me coz i am not that rich you know.
after we paid( farah paid $100 and I only paid $20. Why, becoz she got her ATM account and can pay by nets.)we divided the pile.
I decided to take the bigger pile(18 shirts) coz she forked out more money than I did. *feels wei qu*
Then today I had to carry it around the whole school to find the people who ordered the part shirt.
* SUPER FAST FORWARD*
then after we handed it to senior ajriani, we couldnt find senior jovina.
during recess, we also cannot find senior jovina.
until after lunch, then we found her eating lunch( considered as buffet alrdy)at the mini forum.
I feel uneasy talking to her. Normal reaction for me cause I feel the same for every senior. Well, lets wait till they go to JC...
Senior jovina probably thought Farah was in charge of the part shirt thingy...
When I was actually in charge of that..
well, it cant be helped, i dont actually have the face of being in charge. *i think*
I feel so 'backstage'.
I wanted to help and in the end, someone gets all the credit.
Do you know I hate my life???
9:39 PM
what the hell, today got arm power training!
sgt sherry only informed crystal this morning!
then crystal informed us on 6.06am.
I was like'omg, where the hell is my darn hairband? ehh, where did my hairbun go?'
then i keep finding and finding till 6.20am.
and my mom was nagging at me.
then i was so damn fed up that I just said: "wo guan ni ma sen me, zhi yao da ying wo deng yi sia ta taxi!"
then my mom was STILL nagging at me when i found my ncc hair accessories, frm house to the first floor.
obv I used my special zao ---dont bother and look the other way.
okay, and after that I think she cooled down le. *sigh* -.-
then i rushed to sch for arm power training, but only 8 showed up!!
Actually, 6 show up before 6.50am while the other 2 arrived later.
*FAST FORWARD*
Sgt say I need to train on my arm power. *sighsss*
Oh god, I feel useless.
And sometimes i wonder, why can i survive this 5 months in crescent?
To me, It feels like 1 day can make me want to go to sleep and nvr wake up again.*really..not literally*
People ask me, what's my goal in life?
I would be found dumbfounded.
I dont even noe what is my goal in life!
To me, everything is unexpected.
I respect that quote "destiny is in yr hands. Destiny do not control you. You control it"
But all this stupid me can do is plan what is going to happen in the next second/ minute!
haiz...I did really badly in my exams...
9:52 PM
九十九次我爱他:
保加利亚玫瑰的精油
全滴在他刚才牵过我的手
横冲直撞我的心像一颗躲避球
谁懂爱停在手里多久
学问道理教课书都有
恋爱上上签到底哪里求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快为我加油
多想带著雷达到他梦里仔细调查
爱的正卡还有没有副卡
也想拿起扫把在他心里洗洗刷刷
不专心的念头 yeah~ yeah~
都清除啦
九十九次我爱他
少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~
一句不差
九十九次我爱他
少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在嘴里溶化
学问道理教课书都有
恋爱上上签到底哪里求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快为我加油
多想带著雷达到他梦里仔细调查
爱的正卡还有没有副卡
也想拿起扫把在他心里洗洗刷刷
不专心的念头 yeah~ yeah~
都清除啦
九十九次我爱他
少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~
一句不差
九十九次我爱他
少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在嘴里溶化
九十九次我爱他
少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~
一句不差
九十九次我爱他
少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在我嘴里溶化
九十九次我爱他~
8:37 PM
omg!!! I just read senior jovina's blog and guess what!!
She also watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni!
Whoa~ tt is such a good show~
I watch it on DVD one.
so true
我只知道第一次叫偶然,第二次是必然,第三次是命中注定.
I totally agree!!!
Whoots man!
that chen xin yi so pretty! Mine idol!
ahhhh~~~
6:37 PM
Time flys.
1 more week to hols.
I gonna miss school life.
I gonna miss taking the train.
I gonna miss waking up at 5.30am.
Lastly, I gonna miss the first half of the year...
When everything was going sooo well; when i was truly enjoying myself; when I got the taste of what true friends mean...Suddenly God cuts the time off. It felt like a string being cut by a scisscors, such short time.
6months felt like 1 week.
Doesnt it mean that 12 months will feel like 2 weeks?!
And that in '2 weeks' time seniors would be gone? gone to a whole new world?
In this post, I actually wanted to post a vid of 'ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni' BUT too bad I am not watching it today, so cannot record. :( Nvr mind, next time ba.
Part tee needed on next tues! Hao Gan o!
Farah collecting it on Monday night. Poor Farah, carrying it(25 shirts) all by herself. Maybe I ask her if she needs help or not..2moro...2moro...
Sophia, your eng is great! Here are what you said: ( I show you)-Little minds r tamed & subdued by misfortune but great minds rise above them...(Surge on...Traipsing rather...) Impending doom...
Look! So chim-ish! Yiqin thought that you copied it from a very very VERY good compo book!
You have been more chim-er after you went to secondary sch! ( which sch, I dun care to tell you, it's PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL.)
Hope I can bump into you(not literally) someday..
Yeah, SOMEDAY...
9:54 PM
aiyo, everybody is like so damn sad in their blog posts.
BE POSITIVE!!!
to____: nah, you are not a loner.
to____:I didnt knew you felt this way.
to myself: stop playing online games!
Oh ya, I made yiqin promise that she will have to slap me if she sees me playing during exam period. I am SLACKING. Help me sophia...
senior kelly and senior sophy gave us a belated ROD present.
ROD present: from senior kelly-->
and a pic of me( very de unglam)
by senior sophy:
the motivation note:-->
the post it:-->
8:56 PM
Haiz...Here's the exception.
I gonna pour out my feelings in this post. Pls dun mind me.
Firstly, i really dun like what happened yesterday.
-I didnt bring black socks, so i took mrt home to take.
-Meanwhile, crystal was rummaging(sp?) through my bag.
-Saw my uniform, say it was like so damn crumpled.
I got iron it the day before and the day before and the day before okay?!
Yours cant be any better anyway?!
If I have that guts to go in front of you and slap you, i tell you, you better be prepared for it okay! I keep my god damn mouth shut doesnt say that I didnt know it okay! I tried my best le, and i know i make a whole hell lot of mistakes, and IN CASE YOU HAVE NOT BEEN NOTICING, i am trying to master the drills okay? REALLY.
Secondly, The part blog thingy.
-I know I am in the wrong.
And I sincerely say sorry to you all, platoonmates. And then you make amah feel sooooo bad abt it coz she thinks half the time she is at fault. AND she doesnt have any MOTIVES okay? She is just trying to be a helpful platoonmate.
Lastly, the conversation
-I should not have striked a conversation with senior ajriani.
Maybe I _______ you, but amah told me to have a sense of humor. And I was thinking: omg, she is our senior leh, I should not be so casual. And then now amah dont want to walk with me coz she thinks that senior may pop up anyway near me and she doesnt want to be found anywhere near me when seniors are around. YOU GET WHAT I MEAN.
Well, because of yesterday,
Today I felt a little bit left out.
I am now scared of every decision I make.
Coz it may be the wrong move that causes everything to change, ENTIRELY, TOTALLY, UTTERLY, COMPLETELY.
Somebody,PLEASE help me choose the right choice... D:
1:05 PM
friday was the MOST interesting day ever!
i dunno why i'm updating today...i should have updated yesterday!
Anyways, friday got the drama competition.
OMG! It was sooooo(x100000000)fun!
But in the end, Farah's grp won. BOO me..
But most importantly, i had fun!
The teacher even said my acting very good! *blow air kisses*
I feel honoured. (who wouldnt?)
and then after drama, i met amanda.
she also won!
ARGHH..every 1G1 ncc pupil won except for me!
Haiz, i got bad luck.
then we got our science mcq paper back.
i was like huh...only like that only..
It's the same no. as my birthday! *very low le*
now I am 'zui-ing' a show.
it is 'ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni'
it is a comedy and romance drama.
and i love their song. SO CUTE!
and i derived that-->post its are very useful.
-.- i am getting lamer.
9:48 PM
The rocket just blasted into space..no...it landed on the chinese teacher!
that was all my class hoped when we were doing the PET rocket thingy.
Too bad it didnt.
Today was like uber fun!
there is this PET rocket thing where we had to launch our 'rocket'.
Yiqin wanted to be the launcher at first but when she saw
the launcher got sooooooo wet
she wanted to be the pumper liao
typical yiqin
So they were like '3, 2, 1!' and then i pull down the thing
and then the rocket blasted away
and the 'tsunami' hit me
Soooooo cooling!!!
I wanted to do it again and again and again!!!
Then 987 fm came to our school to give a talk abt cigerrates?!
and I was like laughing my head off!
and they were like who likes taylor swift?
and i was 'me! me! me!'
LOL. seriously, i should get a life.
AHHHH~2moro got the drama competition!
imagine acting in front of 20 ppl!
*stage fright*
and i have to act oh so gangster-ly
it is soooo not me!
praying for the best for the next 24 hours
hope that my grp's skit could do well...
10:08 PM
ahhh!!!! Some kind of drama (acting)germ infected me and now i am ALL into drama!!!
Coz today got that sick talk and then after that, we went for recess?!
After that we had another sick talk and ate recess again?!
THEN.....we proceeded to the comm arts room. (obv for the drama thingy!)
And that was so darn fun!
Got 4 themes:
Theme 1: Picture perfect--->one kid, admire an idol( aaron lah, for eg). Keeps comparing herself to her. waahh her face so pretty etcetc. Then wants to change her appearances. Then got some problems, wadever...
Theme 2: Papa, dun preach--->Youth has problems communicating with parents coz of the generation gap. Causes some problems in the family.
Theme 3: Youth new in school, hurt by people's gossip.
Theme 4: Youth new in school, wants to fit in. Finds herself not liked by everyone. Saw a grp
that is very popular. Joins that grp. Bad influence. Had wadever problems...
So..these are the ONLY 4 themes...
Mine is theme 2.
And unfortunately, (i guess it is), I am the main character( guess so)
And that's what made it sooooo fun!!!
Seriously looking forward to performing in front of 20 ppl!
Ehh, qiaochu, remember 2moro got stay back hor...
And what in the world is PET rocket?!
A bottle that blasts off into space??
And then scar-ly the bottle cannot stand the gas forming in it and exploded right in front of our faces.. KABOOM!!!
When is assembly gonna resume???
I (kinda) miss it alrdy.
(besides the climbing u and down 4 floors part)
Haiz~ Idiotic swine flu~
I wish it can just...GO AWAY!!
Oh ya, i am REALLYYYY getting scared coz ncc resumes on monday..
DARN IT!!!
I still have decision matrix to do..(freaking out)
and we must do the survey like 2MORO?!
not enough time left!!!
CHIONG...!!!
4:13 PM
azfa just changed the part blog's blogskin!
It's white (u continue)
and then tt QISTINA, go say geog was darn easy!
And I said geog was darn difficult.
And then she started bragging abt how she completed her eog exam in 30 mins...
qistina, why on earth are you soooo clever?
oh yea! (STRAYING OFF TOPIC)
As I was saying, crystal also posted a post
she said she greeted senior ajriani and she went ' GD MORNING!'
ahhhhhh, i am so sad
I might have received this reaction IF i greeted senior ajriani THAT time.
SO...I decided to give senior ajriani the best greeting I ever gave to any senior in my entire life.
It is to make up for TT time lah. *hou hui*
I must also learn to 'adapt' to amah's over reaction!
if not next time i really thought i do kui xin shi le.
and amah told me abt tt post on azfa's blog
azfa actually posted she and amah's convo on her blog!
and amah was 'over reacting' again. (dun want to tell you why. Yiqin, dun ask)
Hey! and yea, gd luck to all gee-oners and 6G-iians for their MYEs!
4:12 PM
ehh, if you are reading this post now, i just want to tell you i'm always there for you.
You sounded so sad when you wrote it on yr blog..
I felt so sad for you...
so...dun ever do tt again!!!
I want to tell you tt just dun care abt how yr friends feel abt you..
you act normal..you be YRSELF! you dun pretend to be sb that you're not...
tt's wad i mean when i text-messaged you...
dun MAKE sb be yr friend...
she comes to you when the time is right...
and if she doesnt, dun be discouraged, there are many more friends out there tt you can make..
you dun need the perfect sense of humour to win a friend...
and you consider sb as a friend not becoz she is pretty and has a wide circle of frends...
you consider sb as a friend when she is always there for you when you need her... SHE is the one who you can tell all YR secrets to... The one you feel safe talking to..
NOT the one that you have to pretend to be oh so funny...coz tt isnt you...
urghhh. ENOUGH OF THIS STUFF!!!
ehhhh, YOU NOE HU YOU ARE ARH!!
STOP FUSSING ALL OVER THAT PERSON!!!
AND PLS, PLS, PLS(I am on my knees le), CHANGE THE BLOGSKIN OF YRS?!
I LIKE CAPS:D
4:10 PM
i gonna change my blogskin.
I think that my current one is too girly.
So I GONNA change it.
I am sure you like it one...
i promise you I will spend hours and hours finding the perrrrrfect blogskin! (after MYEs lah, like duh~)
Anyways, A very happy belated birthday to YIQIN, VANESSA, CARINA, SOPHIA, TRISTAN, MAISARAH AND XINHUI!!
To Yiqin: P.S. YOU AIM TOO HIGH!
To Vanessa: P.S. YOU HAVE TO JUST LOVE RED CROSS!
To Carina: P.S. YOU ARE ONE YEAR OLDER LE...
To Sophia: P.S. YOU SHOULD AIM AS HIGH AS YIQIN..
To Tristan: P.S. I AM GLAD I HAVE YOU AS MY NEIGHBOUR!
To Maisarah: P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GD FRIEND!
To XinHui: P.S. LOOKING FORWARD TO THE TRIP TO TIOMAN WITH YOU!RMB TO BRING YR PSP!
4:04 PM
hieee!!!!i am blogging again! (like always~)
haha, just want to introduce my new found song!
taylor swift--love story wif lyrics: (here goes)
we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes and the flashback starts
i'm standing there on the balcony of summer air
see the light, the party the ballgowns
see you make yr way through the crowd and say hello
little did i noe
that you're romeo and you're throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
and i was crying on the staircase begging you pls dun go
and i said, romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
you be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say yes
so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
so close yr eyes
escape this town for a little while
cause you were romeo and i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
but you were everything to me, i was begging you pls dun go
and i said romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
you be the prince and i'll be the princess
it's a love story baby just say yes
romeo save me they're trying to tell me how to feel
this love is difficult, but it's real
dun be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
it's a love story baby just say yes
i got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town
i said romeo save me, i've been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i dunno wad to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
and said, marry me juliet, you never have to be alone
i love you and tt's all i really noe
i talked to yr dad and you'll pick out a white dress
it's a love story, baby just say yes
................................~
we were both young when i first saw you~
wonderful song, isn't it?....it's a great song, baby just say yes~
the song is getting into my head.
hope that you would enjoy the song(if you haven noe it yet)
go you tube and download it into yr realplayer.
then enjoy!!!