Haiz...Here's the exception.

I gonna pour out my feelings in this post. Pls dun mind me.

Firstly, i really dun like what happened yesterday.

-I didnt bring black socks, so i took mrt home to take.

-Meanwhile, crystal was rummaging(sp?) through my bag.

-Saw my uniform, say it was like so damn crumpled.

I got iron it the day before and the day before and the day before okay?!

Yours cant be any better anyway?!

If I have that guts to go in front of you and slap you, i tell you, you better be prepared for it okay! I keep my god damn mouth shut doesnt say that I didnt know it okay! I tried my best le, and i know i make a whole hell lot of mistakes, and IN CASE YOU HAVE NOT BEEN NOTICING, i am trying to master the drills okay? REALLY.

Secondly, The part blog thingy.

-I know I am in the wrong.

And I sincerely say sorry to you all, platoonmates. And then you make amah feel sooooo bad abt it coz she thinks half the time she is at fault. AND she doesnt have any MOTIVES okay? She is just trying to be a helpful platoonmate.

Lastly, the conversation

-I should not have striked a conversation with senior ajriani.

Maybe I _______ you, but amah told me to have a sense of humor. And I was thinking: omg, she is our senior leh, I should not be so casual. And then now amah dont want to walk with me coz she thinks that senior may pop up anyway near me and she doesnt want to be found anywhere near me when seniors are around. YOU GET WHAT I MEAN.

Well, because of yesterday,

Today I felt a little bit left out.

I am now scared of every decision I make.

Coz it may be the wrong move that causes everything to change, ENTIRELY, TOTALLY, UTTERLY, COMPLETELY.

Somebody,PLEASE help me choose the right choice... D: